yet another fleeting moment...

today was yet another regular day...uni resumed last wednesday...and my proscrastination has landed me in a tight situ.... yet another time.... :'( paying the price of the socialising and movie marathons during holidays.... I have strict deadlines (just about a month) and times slipping away like dry sand from a child's fist....

a certain someone on my bloggroll wrote this http://zewt.blogspot.com/2008/07/who-thou-seeketh-in-thy-sadness.html i.e.; made a reference in one of his posts...about people being with you only when sad and angry or unhappy abput something....well its all too true.....

theres this friend of mine well could actually rephrase myself...more of an acquaintance...who used to be part of our regular "hang-out"group....untill recently things started to go wrong...and to say the truth...she absolutely pisses the hell out of me..with her unhealthy curiosity and too many questions about everything that has nothing to do with her....I like my privacy...not tht I'm that easily pissed...but I mean I would be ready to answer those kindof questions (personal) ones for someone close to me..not just any joe-blow...neway getting back to where I was....these slight things added up and the gap between us kept widening....now suddenly out of the blue she has started mailing me regularly and being extra nice..only coz she has had a misunderstanding with her other important "hang-out buddy"....

but yeah she doesn't mean nething to me..so I'm neither hurt when she distanced herself nor pleased now that shes bombarding me with about 5 to 6 emails a day....and this has happened before too....a couple of times in high school...then with few other people from college....and now here...I'm so used to it....doesn't bother me much if selfish morons decide to pick and choose buddies according to convinience....My mantra being...waste time and emotions or tears only for those who matter and not every persons who crosses paths with you...may be get a runner's high or get bit high on booze at times or whatever the hell works......if you need to release the stress, tension, anger that is building up inside you every day....coz that is much needed....

neway my bag was becoming increasing heavy with the passing days...& today it ripped and stuff fell out of it when I was down at the local shops buying a bottle of Hajmola "imli" on my way back from uni... :( I have been so busy...its almost 2 or 3 pm by the time I manage to get settled for the day.... the Honours room in our school has been taken away and has been given to some visiting lecturer as his office space...and now pooor us...poor Me...I do not have access to e-views or a pc and every morning i have to spend time convinsing the reception clerk to open up a damn hot office for me....whats worse is his attitude drives me mad with anger...his indifference and his habbit of turning a deaf ear to our repeated pleas.... :'( I just hope I'm able to wrap up all the mess and hotch potch pieces of my notes into a lil more meaningful something by the end of august...or I'm in for trouble... oH! sweet lord....!!!