yet another fleeting moment...

today was yet another regular day...uni resumed last wednesday...and my proscrastination has landed me in a tight situ.... yet another time.... :'( paying the price of the socialising and movie marathons during holidays.... I have strict deadlines (just about a month) and times slipping away like dry sand from a child's fist....

a certain someone on my bloggroll wrote this http://zewt.blogspot.com/2008/07/who-thou-seeketh-in-thy-sadness.html i.e.; made a reference in one of his posts...about people being with you only when sad and angry or unhappy abput something....well its all too true.....

theres this friend of mine well could actually rephrase myself...more of an acquaintance...who used to be part of our regular "hang-out"group....untill recently things started to go wrong...and to say the truth...she absolutely pisses the hell out of me..with her unhealthy curiosity and too many questions about everything that has nothing to do with her....I like my privacy...not tht I'm that easily pissed...but I mean I would be ready to answer those kindof questions (personal) ones for someone close to me..not just any joe-blow...neway getting back to where I was....these slight things added up and the gap between us kept widening....now suddenly out of the blue she has started mailing me regularly and being extra nice..only coz she has had a misunderstanding with her other important "hang-out buddy"....

but yeah she doesn't mean nething to me..so I'm neither hurt when she distanced herself nor pleased now that shes bombarding me with about 5 to 6 emails a day....and this has happened before too....a couple of times in high school...then with few other people from college....and now here...I'm so used to it....doesn't bother me much if selfish morons decide to pick and choose buddies according to convinience....My mantra being...waste time and emotions or tears only for those who matter and not every persons who crosses paths with you...may be get a runner's high or get bit high on booze at times or whatever the hell works......if you need to release the stress, tension, anger that is building up inside you every day....coz that is much needed....

neway my bag was becoming increasing heavy with the passing days...& today it ripped and stuff fell out of it when I was down at the local shops buying a bottle of Hajmola "imli" on my way back from uni... :( I have been so busy...its almost 2 or 3 pm by the time I manage to get settled for the day.... the Honours room in our school has been taken away and has been given to some visiting lecturer as his office space...and now pooor us...poor Me...I do not have access to e-views or a pc and every morning i have to spend time convinsing the reception clerk to open up a damn hot office for me....whats worse is his attitude drives me mad with anger...his indifference and his habbit of turning a deaf ear to our repeated pleas.... :'( I just hope I'm able to wrap up all the mess and hotch potch pieces of my notes into a lil more meaningful something by the end of august...or I'm in for trouble... oH! sweet lord....!!!

spice of life...

Its a regular sunday...uni starts from tomorrow...the usual things are on in life...routine....not much of a change....no surprices...which is something I don't like....I mean what would keep you going if you do not have anything to look forward to...and the next day is no different from the day that was...yesterday....its been raining here lately and the mercury has been dipping low too...

evryone at home has been rather quiet...actually because I'm keeping to myself...yesterday was fun...went to a theme park and went on all the rides a good number of times...for one of them.... was like a pirate ship...only scarier...this one did a full circle...went on it after diner..although it was exciting.... the moment it did a half swing...I felt like I would throw up everything I had throughout the day....neway....

watched a movie called the notebook a while back...based on a novel with the same title..by nicholas spark...a touching ...heartwarming...heartbreaking...story as they call it....it struck a very familiar note...the bollywood devgan production release called U me aur Hum....not so long ago is a rippoff from the notebook....

got over my last crush....this one didn't last that long.....oh well..

u know or you don't.....

I'm back...was in a bad mood to begin with in the morning...well why not..after all the toothache is getting worse... :'( and I was asked to go to uni for absolutely no good reason...the stupid lecturer cld have emailed me the things he did after taking a look at me....before he had done so...and then i thought i would get some of my modelling stuff done..and guess what not a single pc on campus i had access to had E-views on it...made me so mad...what a complete waste of a nice day....such an unproductive day...and i kindof woke up bit late and had to rush so i totally forgot about breakfast or lunch...soooooo.....its was a triple deal....tooth ache+ear ache+head ache....

neway...while on my way home a picked up a handfull of movies....7 english and 1 bollywood...the recent amir khan banner film..jaane too ya jaane na...aka u know or you don't....a whole bunch of new comers...apart from imran khan ( who i have heard is related to aamir khan) none so cute....hes cute in a wierd sort of way...neway very sweet touchy story about two friends in love who don't realise it (coz they had taken each other for granted) till they part ways...and thats when they start to feel the void created by the other.....liked it...

I have yet another crush....this time its this adorable really sweet guy from class...but alas something stopping things from taking the natural course again...but every time I talk to him...I can't help but think "O! how cute.."& "oh my god hes soooo nice"...and "oh why meee god!!".....damn....!!!have to get over him....my list of crushes and "for the moment" dates have been goin on for quite some time now...one things good about it being this way....doesn't give me time to get bored... ;) but i also crave something meaningful at times....and such flicks make this feeling a tad strong.....

wisdom comes at a cost...

true to the title...wisdom really does come with a hefty price tag on it....for my case its pain....don't be surprised...yes u heard me its pain....i'm talking about the so called "WISDOM" in big black capital blocks and in masive quote unquote marks....
I'm talking about the painful process of wisdom tooth tryting to tear through my gum to surface and get a taste my mouth...this has been on for almost four years now...Mommy keeps telling me...you are a girl learn to endure pain....of this sort...its been part of life for a really long time now...This time round the situation is such....Its frikkin cold and I have been feeling a bit low lately and Uni starts next week and I have a hell of a lot of work pending and to top it all wisdom unasked is knocking at my gums and causing me immense discomfort not just because of the swollen left side of my gum but a slight pain in my ears too because of the tooth ache...Boo HOoo.. :'(