realisations...

I have a whole two months and 9 days till i fly out of here.... :)
I have started to like things I didn't... a good 6 mnths back....
I'm on good terms with someone I used to dote on again...(after a very bad phase which seemed to be here to stay)
I love and am obsessed with red....(next buy- beautiful blood red saree )....
I can be very patient if I want to....but equally impulsive when it comes to certain things.....
I am a different person from what I was a good two years back....
I like research work more than having to slog with stupid coursework units.....
I hate...absolutely detest winter...specially here......
I love the good old bengali "ädda"....(who doesn't??)...lol
I was never a big fan of fish as a kid..but now I would do anything for fish...
I tend to make a good judgement based on intuition and happen to be right most of the time.....
Its better to have a few very good indispensable friends than a million acquaintances....
I think ones better off alone than having to come back home to angry words or worse silence inspite of souls around...
reminds me of this song from an album by savage gardens...."more than angry words I hate this silence ...its getting so loud ...."

well well my weeks been a regular week...with not much ups and downs..the usual mondays and thursdays...and late night teachin on tuesdays....and friday was taken up by "adda"...someone left for india....hence..the adda....neway....I have a whole bunch of tutorial tests that need to be marked and sent of before monday....and I have deadlines of my own that need to be met....and I guess thats it...not much to look forward to untill singapore-india trip happens....apart from DRALION...early next month....Cirque du soleil is in the city till mid october....this 'll be my first show...they are amazing....worth paying $120 for a show...:)..... thats all for now....
well well...I have no life....its just uni and home....the only breaks are an accasional movie......and catching up with friends after a long-ish hiatus.....at Max Brenner chocolate bar...O i love that place....it looks like a place out of "charlie and the chocolate factory....it could very well have been a room in willy wonka's factory....has three drums of churning think chocolate....and three massive pipes running throughthat transfers chocolate to the bar.....yummm yummm!!!......


BTW did you know massive chocolate intakes can give you an orgasm....;)...lol....its an aphrodasiac afteralll.... ;)

Things are not going good with a certain friend...and its making me sad....:( I would like to mention I got my very first blogging friends forever award from Keshi.....mwaaaahhh...thanks girlie.....I'm happy to receive it....* can't help smiling*.....

A somebody sent this to me one day when I was feeling extremely low...and for some reason I was thinking abt that person today....we aren't in touch anymore.....but this is how it goes....

Just for today I will try to live through this day only and not tackle my whole life problem at once. I can do something for twelve hours that would appall me if I felt I had to keep it up for a lifetime.
Just for today I will be happy. This assumes to be true what Abraham Lincoln said, "Most folks are happy as they make their minds up to be."
Just for today I will adjust myself to what is and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will take my luck as it comes, and fit myself into it.
Just for today I will try to strengthen my mind. I will study. I will learn something useful. I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration.
Just for today I will exercise my soul in three ways. I will do somebody a good turn and not get found out. I will do something I don't want to do—just for exercise. I will be honest about my feelings and take ownership of my needs. I will work to find ways to take care of myself.
Just for today I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress nicely, act courteously, criticize not one bit, not find fault with others, and not try to improve or regulate anybody except myself.
Just for today I will have a program. I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. I will save myself from two pests—hurry and indecision.
Just for today I will have a quiet half-hour all by myself and relax. Sometime during this half-hour I will try to get a better perspective of my life.
Just for today I will be unafraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful.If we want to develop a mental attitude that will bring us peace and happiness, here is Rule #1:
Think and act cheerfully, and you will feel cheerful.